Human-machinery, activated.

I have often read in philosophical literature '' People walk away Memories don't '' , wow eureka maybe it's true, because ppl change,situations change,the type of bond changes and yes  fakeness and impracticality and lack of communication as issues crop up out of nowhere in this world of doubt, sweet lies and salty truth.In this world of practicality where we are all running in a race called life aspiring to be usain bolt's, how much are we really feeling and enjoying what we do.

    We get up in the morning, run run and run around all day in this crazy action-filled world with not an iota of emotion associated with it, we smile like our happy dent's are a show off, we love and become friends with an expiry date and if not we live with memories of ppl who no longer care for us or have given us illusions earlier. It has always been said that always give, i wonder when u can give, what is wrong in expecting the other person also to give equally, selfishness and self-sufficiency are just separated by a thin line and why not after all eveyone likes to be loved, cared for and accepted.

      In this race we forget that '' I '' also existed all along, just that we have started associating our lives so much to ppl who don't care and i really wonder if being genuine is a crime and a licence to get hurt or are we being genuine to the world around us in the wake of getting what we want and we fail to achieve it or is it just that we have stopped loving ourselves and being genuine to ourselves because all that one wants is happiness and sadly there is none in this world of running and hard-core human machinery. The innate feeling/phobia called ATTENTION disorder troubles the whole world,  whoever BIG or SMALL messes relations further.

Not writing this out of feeling lonely/sad/hurt/blahh blahh for which i dnt have time, just that it's time we started enjoying being with ourselves and loving ourselves more than anybody else because there is nothing permanent in this world other than ourselves so even if it hurts it's better to forgive, forget the bad, love whatever we do-however big or small because we live once and no one likes being a torture on themselves and lastly u are born alone and die alone so it's a good idea to make the story in between worthwhile . :) :)

Duck Syndrome

William Shakespeare once wrote 'All the world's a stage and all men and women mere actors' what better a timing to understand this quote more than now , it's surprising how we study without knowing what we want to do actually, love as if the other person is going to stay with us always and hate as if someone has snatched our life away and even more ironic is d fact that no matter how hard we tell ourselves that this has to be changed , IT NEVER DOES , as if the entertainment of one's life was not enough we have the parasitic society where often confidence is taken as arrogance , honesty as un-emotional and least of all an ambitious one as a greedy looser,  a man who is good looking a flirt , a women who has too many friends a bitch and on and on and on .

          Why do i write this today , not because i want to engage in self -pity or mock the society but to take a chance and laugh at all the fun life has to offer amid the games , fun , joy , tears and all the drama, what is more surprising is the fact that what gives one happiness does not necessarily give happiness to others when indulged or we r grateful to all those comforts that we have got in life but are really looking somewhere else and it is always very truly said whatever we desire and get makes us un-happy or even the desire not happening also leaves us un-happy ( a personal experience being my engineering, hahahah :P :P )  yet we live as if there is so much to achieve when there is really nothing in our hand other than our very own efforts. 

           Taking my own example , if somebody were to interview 100 people about me , there would be 100 contradicting opinions , so does that mean i have a multi-split personality NO ,  just that it is the situation that shapes our behaviour and most of the times not our innate godliness , yet we want to take credit for all the good , feel guilty for all the bad , hurt for loving someone , and least of all being scared of what parents , society and in general the social strata has to tell about us because it is the society that defines us and not vice-versa.
              What is even more surprising is the fact that most of our emotions get over faster than the time in an exam hall and yet we properly act our part good , bad or ugly and still LIVE . I think it is not wrong also to tell that 'the whole world is going through the duck syndrome where everyone looks happy yet inside we are all burning in our ways with our own struggles '.
  
Last of all it is also surprising how when there are millions dying of hunger , poverty , thirst , vandalism , terrorism and mockery we still choose to focus on I , ME , MYSELF , MY RELIGION , MY COMMUNITY , MY CASTE  and feeling as if  we bear the whole world on our delicate shoulders. 

          I think it's time to follow some pointers like the one by pitaji (Father of H.H Sri Sri Ravi Shankar ) ' the whole wold is full of mistakes and people , so we need to love the people and forgive the mistakes for our own sanity' and last of all be grateful for all the love , joy , hatred , mockery we have faced because that has made us what we are today , reach out to all those in need and be happy because there is nothing that is going to last in this world anyways not even the great ME  :P :P so it's time we did 'what we loved , desired and wanted because WE LIVE ONLY ONCE and it's better lived without REGRET even if what we want to do is not something conventional, becuase even if u end up a failure u can always make a good story out of it.

                       ''LOVE WHAT U DO and DO WHAT U LOVE ''
                                                 

life in times of a maverick ..!!!

Strange are the ways of d world and even more strange are the ways of nature and people . Time flies so fast that what we consider a priority today might just end up being nothing . Didn't even realize how fast this year just went by. I still remember the lovely time i had last year at d winter break (dancing , singing , blissful silence and meditating) and the sudden zeal to start a blog and eventually lost interest , but i guess it's time to re-connect with renewed enthusiasm and as for the passing year , what a learning i had , escaped death by a wink , just opened my eyes on how the world functions and also surprised at the way i dealt with it and it ended up having such an impact now there are no trivial issues to crib and cry because after all nothing is more important than life and a smile on my face . Secondly anything that comes easy never ends up having an impact on you . it's indeed truly said men/women are defined by the tough times , and only when we fall down and people leave us are we at our best . I feel although the tremendous up's and the down-hill low's have just made me stronger and made me realize nothing lasts forever. Lastly i feel really grateful that i have so much of drama in life that is enough to teach me valuable lessons in life . Thank u all for Ur genuine love and support and yo baby let's welcome the new year . jai gurudev.

january with love ..!!!

The amazinggg run to the NEW YEAR continues ..!!! very truly said by someone , u can be in d best of situations in d world and yet feel miserable or even the worst of situations and still be HAPPY . a little shift in attitude , that is all it takes . so BE HAPPY .!!
     Secondly life has it's own means of giving ppl what theyy want . Met " THE MOST AMAZINGGG " ppl during this time . very truly said u don't need to talk 24*7 to realize if u r frnds or not . CONNECTIONS were happening like never before , MEMORIES that can reduce me to tears even today . every man/women is an emotional sucker , and to make the demand for tissue papers skyrocket , there were those awwww soo sweet , thanq , moments as well (i know it's hard to imagine me that way , but nobody can stop change). The BLESSING course was itself a BIG BLESSING in life that i really needed . Lots of activity to keep me busy , welcoming some old frnds into my life again , everything was soo loveyy doveyyy and so nice even though i was at times in d MOST DIFFICULT situations, MATURITY in RESTLESS bones i say ..!!! hahahahah
                    So from a RUDE , ARROGANT , LOST boy to a considerably more POLITE , HUMBLE and LOST AND FOUND property , the transformation has been HUGE .. january had it all ... so GRATEFUL for all who were a part and HELPED me grow ...!!!! THANQ ...!!!! :) :) :)

excitement and happiness ...!!!!

jan 26th , the day it all started , never did i expect i would FAST , DANCE (no the foundation did'nt shake) , LAUGH my HEART OUT , TEARS of JOY and GRATITUDE , OVERWHELMING HAPPINESS , celebrated my BIRTHDAY and the NEW YEAR there , a GAMUT of emotions...!!! one VACATION that i would NEVER forget ...!!!!! MEMORIES that will last a life time ..!!!! the train journeyy was all filled with love , love stories to be precise ..!!! beautiful mrng the next day and we reach an even more BEATIFUL place ,  the art of living international centre , nthng beats d kick of positivity u get there .!!!

       then , the crazzyyy upgrade ACTION , flying tempers , aching body parts , sweat giving us a nice bathe and crazzzyyyy fun , 15 ppl and their15 thoughts in one team = great learning and kickass fun..!!! but the most FUN was graffiti that we painted , AIDS campaign never felt that honoured .!! then d course started with DINESH bhaiyya whose AURA is just unmatched ....!!!!!!! mrngs full with yoga , activity , sudden gushes of energyyy  and evenings the most melodious voices singing the most wonderful songs and some crazzzyyy dancing ...!!!!! on second thought ,  what is life without great food .??? to d rescue is BAWOOO and LA KHAANA ...!!! sandwiches , pastas , pulaos , ojas ., the food never felt that DIVINE ..!!!!
      Then came the time to dive DEEP into exploring the silent world , intense lust - the only way to overcome was to BLESS the sexxyy bhaav , frustration , anger which taught me to control myself at that pt of time .!! and then we all sang dirge for d dying year which gave us sadness and joy and welcomed d NEW YEAR with a beautiful POOJA , DANCED for the first time in my LIFE , THE BEST NEW begginning i have ever had and then came the scintillating marriage of music and stories - tha BHAKTI concert ...!!! breezzyyy weather , mast songs , great stories .. a perfect setting for the new year to contionue in bliss ..!! but there was one thing that was missing all thru out , THE BOSS , THE MAN .!! he ARRIVED , WAVED , BLESSED , and in simple terms drove me MAD to d extent of breaking security rules ....!!! no matter d amount of love u get , u r never satisfied ... sadly the time to tell good bye came ... and SURPRISE SURPRISE the BOSS came in BLESSED us excitedly and granted us permission to LEAVE and MAKE A DIFFERENCE ...!!! at times even today i MISS MY HOME AWAY FRM HOME ..!!!

             THANK U ALL FOR MAKING IT A VACATION I WOULD CHERISH ALL MY LIFE ...!!!! LOVE U ALLL ....!!!! GOD BLESS ...!!!! KEEP SMILING  and LAUGHING..!!! :D :D :D

    

CONFUSION .

BLOGGING ....!!!!!!!!! atlast the BABY is OUT....!!!! even BOOKS never FELT this CONFUSINGGGG ....!!!! ONE PAGE HERE , ONE PAGE THERE .it's causing all the CHAOS and EMOTIONS a NEW BORN BABY creates in EVERYONE'S HEADS.....!!!!!!! :D :D ..... only difference is that the labour pain here is more CONFUSINGGG and UNUNDERSTANDABLE , nyways having SUPERRRR FUN ....!!!!! 1 more WEEK and i should start understanding it better.