life in times of a maverick ..!!!

Strange are the ways of d world and even more strange are the ways of nature and people . Time flies so fast that what we consider a priority today might just end up being nothing . Didn't even realize how fast this year just went by. I still remember the lovely time i had last year at d winter break (dancing , singing , blissful silence and meditating) and the sudden zeal to start a blog and eventually lost interest , but i guess it's time to re-connect with renewed enthusiasm and as for the passing year , what a learning i had , escaped death by a wink , just opened my eyes on how the world functions and also surprised at the way i dealt with it and it ended up having such an impact now there are no trivial issues to crib and cry because after all nothing is more important than life and a smile on my face . Secondly anything that comes easy never ends up having an impact on you . it's indeed truly said men/women are defined by the tough times , and only when we fall down and people leave us are we at our best . I feel although the tremendous up's and the down-hill low's have just made me stronger and made me realize nothing lasts forever. Lastly i feel really grateful that i have so much of drama in life that is enough to teach me valuable lessons in life . Thank u all for Ur genuine love and support and yo baby let's welcome the new year . jai gurudev.

january with love ..!!!

The amazinggg run to the NEW YEAR continues ..!!! very truly said by someone , u can be in d best of situations in d world and yet feel miserable or even the worst of situations and still be HAPPY . a little shift in attitude , that is all it takes . so BE HAPPY .!!
     Secondly life has it's own means of giving ppl what theyy want . Met " THE MOST AMAZINGGG " ppl during this time . very truly said u don't need to talk 24*7 to realize if u r frnds or not . CONNECTIONS were happening like never before , MEMORIES that can reduce me to tears even today . every man/women is an emotional sucker , and to make the demand for tissue papers skyrocket , there were those awwww soo sweet , thanq , moments as well (i know it's hard to imagine me that way , but nobody can stop change). The BLESSING course was itself a BIG BLESSING in life that i really needed . Lots of activity to keep me busy , welcoming some old frnds into my life again , everything was soo loveyy doveyyy and so nice even though i was at times in d MOST DIFFICULT situations, MATURITY in RESTLESS bones i say ..!!! hahahahah
                    So from a RUDE , ARROGANT , LOST boy to a considerably more POLITE , HUMBLE and LOST AND FOUND property , the transformation has been HUGE .. january had it all ... so GRATEFUL for all who were a part and HELPED me grow ...!!!! THANQ ...!!!! :) :) :)

excitement and happiness ...!!!!

jan 26th , the day it all started , never did i expect i would FAST , DANCE (no the foundation did'nt shake) , LAUGH my HEART OUT , TEARS of JOY and GRATITUDE , OVERWHELMING HAPPINESS , celebrated my BIRTHDAY and the NEW YEAR there , a GAMUT of emotions...!!! one VACATION that i would NEVER forget ...!!!!! MEMORIES that will last a life time ..!!!! the train journeyy was all filled with love , love stories to be precise ..!!! beautiful mrng the next day and we reach an even more BEATIFUL place ,  the art of living international centre , nthng beats d kick of positivity u get there .!!!

       then , the crazzyyy upgrade ACTION , flying tempers , aching body parts , sweat giving us a nice bathe and crazzzyyyy fun , 15 ppl and their15 thoughts in one team = great learning and kickass fun..!!! but the most FUN was graffiti that we painted , AIDS campaign never felt that honoured .!! then d course started with DINESH bhaiyya whose AURA is just unmatched ....!!!!!!! mrngs full with yoga , activity , sudden gushes of energyyy  and evenings the most melodious voices singing the most wonderful songs and some crazzzyyy dancing ...!!!!! on second thought ,  what is life without great food .??? to d rescue is BAWOOO and LA KHAANA ...!!! sandwiches , pastas , pulaos , ojas ., the food never felt that DIVINE ..!!!!
      Then came the time to dive DEEP into exploring the silent world , intense lust - the only way to overcome was to BLESS the sexxyy bhaav , frustration , anger which taught me to control myself at that pt of time .!! and then we all sang dirge for d dying year which gave us sadness and joy and welcomed d NEW YEAR with a beautiful POOJA , DANCED for the first time in my LIFE , THE BEST NEW begginning i have ever had and then came the scintillating marriage of music and stories - tha BHAKTI concert ...!!! breezzyyy weather , mast songs , great stories .. a perfect setting for the new year to contionue in bliss ..!! but there was one thing that was missing all thru out , THE BOSS , THE MAN .!! he ARRIVED , WAVED , BLESSED , and in simple terms drove me MAD to d extent of breaking security rules ....!!! no matter d amount of love u get , u r never satisfied ... sadly the time to tell good bye came ... and SURPRISE SURPRISE the BOSS came in BLESSED us excitedly and granted us permission to LEAVE and MAKE A DIFFERENCE ...!!! at times even today i MISS MY HOME AWAY FRM HOME ..!!!

             THANK U ALL FOR MAKING IT A VACATION I WOULD CHERISH ALL MY LIFE ...!!!! LOVE U ALLL ....!!!! GOD BLESS ...!!!! KEEP SMILING  and LAUGHING..!!! :D :D :D

    

CONFUSION .

BLOGGING ....!!!!!!!!! atlast the BABY is OUT....!!!! even BOOKS never FELT this CONFUSINGGGG ....!!!! ONE PAGE HERE , ONE PAGE THERE .it's causing all the CHAOS and EMOTIONS a NEW BORN BABY creates in EVERYONE'S HEADS.....!!!!!!! :D :D ..... only difference is that the labour pain here is more CONFUSINGGG and UNUNDERSTANDABLE , nyways having SUPERRRR FUN ....!!!!! 1 more WEEK and i should start understanding it better.